rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
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  1. D Tarmizi
    D Tarmizi
    20 minutit tagasi

    Actually weed is great for bipolar disorder. Choose the middleway Demi.

  2. Brooke McLymond
    Brooke McLymond
    25 minutit tagasi

    WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

  3. Julesbags
    58 minutit tagasi

    Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

  4. Dj Nicoly
    Dj Nicoly
    Tund tagasi

    Perfeitaaa tks for that

  5. Lady of Winterfell
    Lady of Winterfell
    Tund tagasi

    Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

  6. Daniella
    Tund tagasi

    Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

  7. Morgan Melanie
    Morgan Melanie
    Tund tagasi

    Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

  8. kora _kaos
    kora _kaos
    Tund tagasi

    the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

  9. Balance Health Wellness Music
    Balance Health Wellness Music
    Tund tagasi

    Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

  10. Winnie M
    Winnie M
    2 tundi tagasi

    Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

  11. Danielle Strong
    Danielle Strong
    3 tundi tagasi

    I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

  12. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    3 tundi tagasi

    Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

  13. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    3 tundi tagasi

    Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

  14. M S
    M S
    4 tundi tagasi

    This was sad to watch

  15. M S
    M S
    4 tundi tagasi

    An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

  16. Alexis Rodriguez
    Alexis Rodriguez
    4 tundi tagasi

    "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

  17. Emma Boudreau
    Emma Boudreau
    4 tundi tagasi

    Was this the last episode ?

  18. Ronnie Stewart Jr
    Ronnie Stewart Jr
    4 tundi tagasi

    8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

  19. Mayling
    4 tundi tagasi

    I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

  20. Laura Petroli
    Laura Petroli
    4 tundi tagasi

    To me the moderation thing goes against a lot of things that have been said. Like dancing with the devil says “it’s just a glass of wine, I’ll be fine, not like I wanna do this every night”. Like the idea that it’s just a glass of wine, that you can do alcohol or drugs in moderation as an addict, as if you’re lying to yourself.

  21. Savannah Marie
    Savannah Marie
    5 tundi tagasi

    Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

  22. L C
    L C
    5 tundi tagasi

    I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

  23. BeastWitcher
    5 tundi tagasi

    Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

  24. Cindy Jenkins
    Cindy Jenkins
    5 tundi tagasi

    So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

  25. Susanna Rassatti
    Susanna Rassatti
    5 tundi tagasi

    I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

  26. Shannon Connor
    Shannon Connor
    6 tundi tagasi

    I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

  27. Kaitlan Willis
    Kaitlan Willis
    6 tundi tagasi

    Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

  28. Erika M
    Erika M
    6 tundi tagasi

    We love Sir Elton!

  29. Destiny Jubilee
    Destiny Jubilee
    7 tundi tagasi

    I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

  30. Florencia Do Canto
    Florencia Do Canto
    7 tundi tagasi

    Tu puedes Demi!!

  31. superlibbyanne
    7 tundi tagasi

    I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

  32. Paulina Jarosz
    Paulina Jarosz
    8 tundi tagasi

    Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

  33. lindsey burnes
    lindsey burnes
    8 tundi tagasi

    I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

  34. Cristian A Nuñez
    Cristian A Nuñez
    8 tundi tagasi

    Love you

  35. ♡Princess♡
    8 tundi tagasi

    Watermelon cakes..🥺

  36. Lgc 1385
    Lgc 1385
    9 tundi tagasi

    I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

  37. niya jones
    niya jones
    9 tundi tagasi

    All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

  38. Jlah Alexaria
    Jlah Alexaria
    9 tundi tagasi

    Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

  39. bodoti qwiu
    bodoti qwiu
    9 tundi tagasi

    Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

  40. TheHoodooHottie
    9 tundi tagasi


  41. Birsen Güngör
    Birsen Güngör
    10 tundi tagasi


  42. Jesus Rodriguez
    Jesus Rodriguez
    11 tundi tagasi

    I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court

  43. Olivia Longstreet
    Olivia Longstreet
    11 tundi tagasi

    I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed

  44. יובל גרהרד
    יובל גרהרד
    12 tundi tagasi


  45. pompeii-pippii
    13 tundi tagasi

    was this the last ep?

  46. Frischkaesee
    14 tundi tagasi

    No German 😞

  47. Jordan Dani Brereton
    Jordan Dani Brereton
    15 tundi tagasi

    How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️

  48. Linda Magubane
    Linda Magubane
    15 tundi tagasi

    I am scared for her

  49. יובל גרהרד
    יובל גרהרד
    15 tundi tagasi


  50. Shannon Diaz
    Shannon Diaz
    15 tundi tagasi

    we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay

  51. Deandre Holman
    Deandre Holman
    16 tundi tagasi

    She still getting high

  52. downundabrotha
    16 tundi tagasi

    Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP

  53. zlameli
    16 tundi tagasi

    The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.

  54. Joe DImesa
    Joe DImesa
    16 tundi tagasi

    13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊

  55. Victoria Jerke
    Victoria Jerke
    18 tundi tagasi

    I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.

  56. Rock Master 47
    Rock Master 47
    19 tundi tagasi

    I hope you know I love going for who you are

  57. Alexia Mendez
    Alexia Mendez
    19 tundi tagasi

    Is this the last episode?

  58. ulysia217
    20 tundi tagasi

    16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

  59. ismalali
    20 tundi tagasi

    It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

    1. Anjalina
      5 tundi tagasi

      Stop do you not understand that she has suffered with a eating disorder from people who bring her down like you.

  60. Marylea Amber
    Marylea Amber
    20 tundi tagasi

    There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

  61. lock heart
    lock heart
    20 tundi tagasi

    That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

  62. Flustered _Potato
    Flustered _Potato
    20 tundi tagasi

    I just want to hug her.

  63. Dee White
    Dee White
    20 tundi tagasi

    everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

  64. Jenessa Hodge
    Jenessa Hodge
    21 tund tagasi

    This is so real 😭. I love her for this

  65. Sarah Hinman
    Sarah Hinman
    21 tund tagasi

    I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

  66. Kat
    21 tund tagasi

    One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.

    22 tundi tagasi

    i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  68. Maggie B
    Maggie B
    22 tundi tagasi

    How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

  69. Tifani Bogue
    Tifani Bogue
    23 tundi tagasi

    I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

  70. GabiSPN
    23 tundi tagasi

    Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

  71. Mike Assante
    Mike Assante
    23 tundi tagasi

    lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

  72. inga air
    inga air
    23 tundi tagasi

    Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

  73. burmella
    23 tundi tagasi

    I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

  74. Avery Smith
    Avery Smith
    Päev tagasi

    The mother seem emotionless about Demis health

  75. Me
    Päev tagasi

    On a smaller scale you see those kids with strict parents explode when they go to college then they pick themselves up and realize they can handle things in moderation. Addiction is a different story and I can’t say anything but I think it’s about checking yourself. Being realistic and taking it day by day. If you guilt someone that gets drunk a couple times a year that’s awful it happens a to everyone!!! Now if it’s weekly that’s a problem

  76. Barry Cooper
    Barry Cooper
    Päev tagasi

    I'm in the US and for some reason the video won't play and says "This video requires payment to watch" help!

  77. Missi_ Slaughter
    Missi_ Slaughter
    Päev tagasi

    Praying for you, Demi

  78. Elizabeth carmen Lerma
    Elizabeth carmen Lerma
    Päev tagasi

    U are loved sweete

  79. Willaby Zarkute
    Willaby Zarkute
    Päev tagasi

    Living with an eating disorder means forcing yourself to live in moderation... if she can handle eating real birthday cake once in a while without slipping into her disorder, then moderately drinking or having a joint could be a viable option for her.

  80. Tina
    Päev tagasi

    I’ve got so much to say about the end of this episode.... but I’ll go ahead and just leave quietly....

  81. Rania Assal Del Valle
    Rania Assal Del Valle
    Päev tagasi

    "I love how gay your house is" This guy's humor is absolute gold.

  82. Summer Jones
    Summer Jones
    Päev tagasi

    LMAO the ending

  83. Lupita Vargas
    Lupita Vargas
    Päev tagasi

    this vulnerability is motivational, this video is motivational

  84. Bri Shouldice
    Bri Shouldice
    Päev tagasi

    So wait she isn't Bipolar?

  85. Caroline Masse
    Caroline Masse
    Päev tagasi

    when does episode 5 get out?

  86. Jazmyn Vasquez-Adame
    Jazmyn Vasquez-Adame
    Päev tagasi

    Everyone handles addiction differently. No one should say she’s gonna fail for wanting moderation in her life because they aren’t her nor are they the one putting in the work every day.

  87. Melissa Vize
    Melissa Vize
    Päev tagasi


  88. Anastasia Mysta
    Anastasia Mysta
    Päev tagasi

    This girl is just amazing ! The definition of human, she is so strong !

  89. Faith Rachael
    Faith Rachael
    Päev tagasi

    Also have a little faith in Demi. What she needs is love and support.

  90. Faith Rachael
    Faith Rachael
    Päev tagasi

    For everyone freaking out about her moderation I’m pretty sure the drinking in moderation means she can have a glass of wine at a dinner or a cocktail on a special occasion.... pretty sure her saying I’m drinking in moderation doesn’t mean she’s getting plastered or makes time to get drunk on special occasions even.

  91. Vernessa Arnold
    Vernessa Arnold
    Päev tagasi

    There's NO WAY she will stay clean. You can't play with drugs and alcohol, when you have an addictive spirit inside you. She will keep in and out of hospitals and rehab. Wishful thinking is denial, you have to stop doing ALL drugs and alcohol, going from one drug to another is what addicts do all the time and it don't work. She's gonna end up dead like all these other celebrities with all these enablers around them. People always look for other's to point fingers at, it's not that guys's her fault. Nobody put a gun to her head and made her do drugs, she called him over for drugs and he was doing drugs too. So for her to say he took advantage of her is a JOKE. Addicts will tell some of the truth mixed with lies to make them look a little bit better and blame turned towards somebody else.

  92. Emily Stry
    Emily Stry
    Päev tagasi

    k like the shroom room tho omg

  93. Ereh_Supremecy
    Päev tagasi

    When it showed her smiling with her new hair I almost cried. I thought "Thats the real Demi." As someone who is struggling with their own identity and gender roles that meant a lot.

  94. Emily Stry
    Emily Stry
    Päev tagasi

    when elton and scooter said the whole thing about moderation was like a whole slap in the face

  95. Emily Stry
    Emily Stry
    Päev tagasi

    honestly her laugh 😂

  96. Amy Jenkins
    Amy Jenkins
    Päev tagasi

    I think I'm in love again! 😍 along with Blackwell. 😂

  97. Amy Jenkins
    Amy Jenkins
    Päev tagasi

    Damn Demi. You NAILED it! I feel like we literally lived the same life with different circumstances/life. Lol I sound crazy now. 😅

  98. Steve Robinson
    Steve Robinson
    Päev tagasi

    Celebrity drug addict

  99. Syd Yuuki
    Syd Yuuki
    Päev tagasi

    Speak truth, Elton...Thank you Demi for your honesty. Many wish you the best as do I. From a person like you, keep on living and fighting with that beautiful smile. 💝

  100. kirstie b
    kirstie b
    Päev tagasi

    thank goodness i never had an addiction